| How do ya'll like my new set up? Hopefully you like it. I've had a lot of time on my hands now that Christmas break is here. So I thought I would sit down and put a little time into my journal. I haven't really been keeping up on it. But, sometimes I don't know where to start. So much has happened and is happening that I don't know what to say. Oh well, that's all I got! |
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| It's a Saturday morning at 9:00am. Woke up at 8:00 and could not fall back asleep. So I am laying here on my couch trying to figure out my life. Not necessarily my life...but the things I gotta do and get accomplished. I have so much that I am involved in at school, church, and work that I feel like I'm killing my personal time. I have NO time just alone or like "Down" time. And when I do, I have to do school work. I can't just sit and chill. Right now I can because I go up so stinkin early haha. It's almost been two weeks since I have had NO ONE to answer to. Normandy and I officially broke up for good, it will be two weeks from this coming Tuesday. It was the best decision for the both of us. It's just good because I have so much more time to do the things I need to do. I am so busy, that I didn't even have enough time for my boyfriend. It just wasn't good. Plus, he and I are called to two totally different things for ministry and it just took us 6 months to realize that. BUT, I do NOT regret it. I cherish every moment because it made me into the woman I am today. I have grown, I have broken walls in my life and I have become closer to my Father in Heaven because of him. So, I do not regret it. I can say that I do not want him in my life anymore because it is just holding me back from my calling. As a friend, yes I do want him in my life. BUT, not as a potential husband. He is out. Which is a GOOD thing! :) I am so happy too. When we ended, it was almost as if joy was brought back into my life. I am always and have always been a joyful person...but NOW....it's different. I am even MORE joyful! I have my dreams again! :) I know my man is somewhere out there. But the Word of God tells me, "He that find a wife, finds a good thing." Not she that finds a husband. So baby....wherever you are...COME SOON! That's all I got! |
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| WOWZERS! I have not written in this thing for so long. It would take me a lifetime to update on everything. Hopefully every time I write in this....I can catch you up on one thing at a time. I'm still in Dallas, TX going to Christ For the Nations. It's been AWESOME this semester. But...for now, I'm tired. I know that was soooo short. But I'll write more later. That's all I got!
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| Hey Ya'll!!!!! I'm going back to CFNI this fall! The Lord provided and I'm followin'! He's so awesome! He uses circumstances to draw you closer to Him and by my struggles and by my steps that I had to take. I only drew closer to Him and that was the purpose of this journey. Not to attend CFNI, but to draw closer to my Father! He's so good!!!!! So, to those in Dallas, SEE YOU SOON!!!!! God bless ya'll! |
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| God always has a way of showing us who's boss. :) He's so wonderful and I love when He puts things in my life to really see how true I am to Him because in the end of it all, He STILL gets all the glory and He draws me SO much closer to Him! I love Him so much! He's my life and my passion! Never will this heart turn away. |
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